DENISE'S WONDERFUL JOURNAL...

ADOLFO

2004-08-22T21:14:12Z

well friday night, or (early saturday morning) i spent 5 hours in the back seat of daniels car with adolfo....well it didn't go all that good, but things weren't bad or boring, shall i say. i know i should stay away from him, but when i see him, he's just so damn fine all i really want to do with him is things other people can't watch us do. it's just hard to stay away from someone that you want so much. anyways, he's suppose to come to my house i'm not sure when or anything, but when he does, i'm not sure what i'm going to make of it, fuck it, if the opportunity presents itself i'm going to fuck him. he's hella fine, i can't let that go to waste.

oh yeah last night in like 6 hours, me, jimmy, ruben, daniel, marco and isaac smoked 5 blunts and 6 joints. then this morning when we got up we toked again with another blunt. anyways i got to go crystal is calling me.

I'M 19 NOW........HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

2004-08-21T20:25:45Z

once again here i am writting in this damb thing, i don't really know why i keep it. i think i'm just scared to lose all the memories, i hate that. but anyways i don't really check my journal as much as i should, but oh well.

MY BIRTHDAY WAS ON THE 16TH I'M NOW 19!!!!

my life has changed a lot!!! i don't talk to any of my old friends. well frances called me the other day, but i don't think that i'll hear from her again soon, but oh well. oh i lied, i did get in touch with one of my friends from high school, david belote. he got kicked out of roosevelt with chris. david is awesome, i didn't realize how much i missed him, the first day we hung out he came and picked me up at my house. then once we got to his friends house, we decided that we didn't want to be there, so we all jumped into the van and went to long beach. it's cool over there, i want to move over there as soon as i can, i mean i feel like home over there, and i should considering that the nickname of the beach is stonerville usa. when we were over there, me and david went into 13 bong shops, and that was just on the beach. i was so happy over there, well it also helped that me and david were drinking a bottle of vodlka when we were walking around.

anyways, i got to admit that i do miss my old friends: frances, leelee, jeanette, mary, andrew, shawn, chris, nicole, and everyone else who was there for me in the past. but honestly the one person that i miss the most is denise. i wish she was here to help me with a lot of things that are just wrong in my life. i wish she didn't leave, i wish she was still around i really do need her a lot (like i stated before). it's weird, because right now i have the most friends that i've ever had, people just calling me left and right to hang out. but right now i feel the most alone. everyone left, denise left, she doesn't like me anymore. sometimes i wish i could just go back for a day and have my old drug free life back, but what for??? even if i do quit drugs...nobody will still be here.

WOW....LOTS 'N LOTS OF SHIT TO SAY, AND EVEN MORE PICS

2004-06-23T20:41:43Z

well i haven't updated in a minute, i just don't know what to write, but here are some pics...

here is a picture of me, mike took it, i look hella bad but that's ok, cause i'm denise and i can do that.

here's a pic of mike, i think he's high.
i'm not sure when this was, but the guys (wends:on my bed, and bum: the little one on the floor) showed up and hella just took over my room. but it's ok i didn't mind cause i knew that they were tired. they slept forever, so when i got tired, i had to sleep next to wends on the bed. (don't worry nothing happened, no more sex!!!, well i kinda wanted something to happen, but i'm glad that nothing did.)

here's edward crashed out on my floor

here's adolfo all stretched out on my bed like it was his. j/k lol they both look so cute when they are sleeping. but as soon as they get up they're a distruction waiting to happen. it's great though, i always know that i'm going to have fun when i'm around them.

well we recently had a kick back at alex's house here are pics....

here's a pic of me and my 8th grade walking buddy jason adams, he's so hot, i've always had a little crush on him since middle school.

here's me and my bestest buddy ever.....anthony. (he's a sweetie)

here's a pic of me and my best friend daniel

here's me and edward, he's the tallest guy i know, i'm on my tip toes in this pic. anyways he's cool, wants to get at me, i would but i don't want the drama of another guy again, wends was enough for a while.

speaking of the devil, j/k wends is a wonderful person, and a fun friend. here is a pic of me and adolfo, i hate the way i came out, he doesn't like the way he came out either. but i'm not going to delete it. look at my face, i look so scared and nurvous, i WAS scared/nurvous cause i still really like him, i get so nurvous when i'm around him, that i can't look him in his eyes most of the time (which are very beautiful by the way, he has light brown eyes) and most of the time i don't know what to say to him, or how to act around him, i really care what he thinks about me, but what sucks is that i think i gave him the worst impression of me when we first started hanging out, but we've been hanging out a lot lately, we just spent 3 days together (sun, mon, tues), night and day, he left for a couple of hours tuesday morning, but he came back. he has my glasses on, he took them away from me, he said they made him look pimp, and that they looked better on him then they did on me (i still say that i looked better in them, but he's still fine) anyways this was the last day that i had them, and i only had them half the day, in the afternoon when we went to kerney park, in daniels new car. it started to get dark so we decided to leave, and wends took them when we were in the car. ok anways a little after we took this pic i went with daniel and monica to one of his friends house, and when we got back to the party, wends, bum, and jason were running inside of the gate, wends had a 18 pack of budweiser in his arm, and bum had two, one under each arm. i already knew that they went and did a beer run. they were scared because the cops were chasing them, but they somehow managed to lose them, which is so good cause if they were caught they would have went to jail. :(

*WARNING THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS MATERIALS THAT MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT PERSONAL INFOMATION ON ADOLFO AND ME, SO PLEASE IF YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT, TURN AWAY FROM YOUR COMPUTER MONITOR NOW*
anyways i could go on and on forever talking about adolfo but i know i shouldn't, it's just he's so fucken hot, like 90% of the time that he's around me i just want to go up to him and kiss him and let him do whatever he want to me, but i always hold back, cause i'm not sure what he thinks of me. i don't know maybe it's just the attachment that i feel with him cause i lost my virginity to him, i didn't really get to enjoy the sex cause we only did it a couple of times, but the first time hurt like hell, i mean don't get me wrong i enjoyed it, but i had to have him stop like 3 times cause it hurt. plus like something that didn't help, but was really good, and still is very good, was that he's not very small. i mean out of the guys that i have seen, adolfo definitly is the biggest. anyways, the last time we had sex, it felt hella bomb. but we didn't get to finish, cause frances showed up and we had to leave to steve's kickback. so acturially now that i think about it, i never had sex to it's fullish potiential. i didn't cum or anything, first two times hurt to much, the third it hurt but not as much as the first 2, i was just really sore. the fourth time almost, but didn't finish. he always came, well not the last time, he didn't finish either, but he didn't have a problem. i liked when he would go slow, he worked that shit slow hella good. but his favorite was doggy style fast, i mean i'm not complaining or anything but after awhile my stomach would hurt. i think my favorite would have to have been, me on top. cause he would hella touch and grab and kiss me everywhere. plus i really liked having my hands on his chest. he's shit is hard, he works out, he's very strong, it's very sexy to know that your man can protect you. i always felt protect with adolfo, especially when i was wraped in his arms. ok anyways, all this writing about him, makes me just want to call him up right now and tell him to come over so we can mess around. (of course i can't do that cause it's 6 in the morning, and i don't think that he can find a ride over here, and i really don't want him to walk. i'll just leave it, and i'll get some sleep first. i hope something happens again between us soon. i really miss kissing him, and hugging him, and especially holding his hand.
sorry that went on a little long, but i'm still stuck on him. it's weird how he just has a hold on me. but anyways here are the rest of the pics from the party.

here's jason and edward getting ready to get the night started.

here's jimmy (who got arrested and sent to jail this night) vince and the ever adorable wendser

here's mr. bum poe and jimmy

here's bummer again, he's not camara shy

here is darlene and angel

ok here is anthony (sitting on the table) frances is next to him. next to frances is edward, then one of the reedley girls (they are bum's girlfriends friends) and in the front of the photo is edward downing the rest of his beer.

ok right to left, jason, jimmy, adolfo (notice he had my glasses and a beer in each hand. i guess one isn't enough, he does drink a lot) then sitting down there is vince and bum.

well this is the day after the party, wends steve and daniel came and crashed at my house. i don't think i was here at this time, i think i went to go cash my check with my mom. anyways i love having adolfo at my house, even though we don't do anything, just having him here with me. being able to glance down from my bed and see him sleeping on the floor next to me, it's wonderful. i took them to mcdonalds a little after this pic was taken, but no one was hungry (except for daniel) so we all just got milkshakes. then we hella had a mission trying to get to bums house. but we got there, smoked with bum, then my mom came and took steve to ezzies house and adolfo went to darlenes house, he invited me to stay, and i wanted to, but i didn't want to stay there all night, it was already 10pm and i dont think that my mom would of wanted to pick me up again. but i should of stayed with him cause now i'm here at my house alone it's 630 in the morning, i can't sleep and i'm bored. (which is the main reason why this entry is so long. there's just a lot of pics that i have to show.) anyways i'm going to go now, i have a meeting with the bong then with my bed for some z's. i'll update soon i hope, but until then i leave you with these adorable pictures.... of course this section is for adolfo

a kiss for wends

wends looks fucken hella good in this pic

and of course i have to put this pic (one of my favs) i just love the way he's looking at me.

THIS SECTION ADDRESSED TO ADOLFO RAYAS
adolfo i just want you to know that i think you are a wonderful person, and that i would love to be with you again, i truly am deeply infatuated with you, i want to get to know you more. and i know that we should build a friendship between us first, so that there's a bond between us already that we could build on. because if we get together again i don't want it to be a short thing. i want to acturially try and have a relationship with you. i want to show you things that you haven't seen yet, take you places you haven't been yet, make you feel things you haven't felt yet. i want you to make love to me all night long (then again a couple of times in the morning and then again in the afternoon). i want to do things to you that i haven't done yet, we could probably come up with some new freaky shit together too, and i know that you can teach me and show me and do to me a lot of things i don't know yet. on a more public level, i want to help you through school, we can come to my house or to your house and help eachother with our homework. i want to help you in college, guide you and show you what to take what not to take, which teachers are hard or not. i want to be a that friend that is always there for you no matter what. i want to use my experiences to make your experience a little easier, and i really really want you to finish high school and go to college, because your smart and i know you can do it. i want to lay in bed in your arms and read a book together, or watch tv. i just want to treat you good, and show you that he can have that mature and real love,
that you've talked about, you can have that with me, because i want it with you too. i want to show you that not all girls are hoes or sluts or bitches, i want you to know that you can have a girl that just wants to satisfy you and only you and you won't have to worry about me fucking one of your homies, you don't even have to worry about me even looking or thinking about one of your friends in that way, shape or form. honestly i'm tired of little things that lead nowhere, and truthfully the longest relationship that i've had was just a little over 2 months. but i don't want that to lead you to believe that i won't be able to handle a relationship, because i know i can, i'm ready for one, and i really want my first real relationship to be with you. i want you to let me be there for you through the good and the bad, i want to treat you the way a women is suppose to treat a man, i want to make your heart melt, i want to make you laugh and smile when your feeling down. and in time i want to prove to you that your more important than anything else.
everything that you want in a realtionship i can give you, you'll never have to worry about me hurting you. Adolfo....i ain't perfect, but i promise i won't do you wrong. so give me a chance to make you happy, let me kiss you and hug you and hold you and care for you. lets
get to understand eachother in ways that we never thought possible, your a beautiful person and i want you to be apart of my life, you make me happy. so let me be apart of your life, let me make you happy, let me satisfy you.
all i would ask of you in return,is for you to be faithful and honest, and also just hold my hand.

deniseamavisca @ 2004-05-20T02:55:00

2004-05-20T10:02:36Z

there is so much to write, but there is no time. i'm going to go to sleep right now because it's the first time in a long time that i've been home all night with no one else here. it feels kinda weird, i think i've gotten use to having someone with me all the time. i even have people with me when i'm a sleep. anyways i'm think i'm going to go fuck i'm hella high right now :) well i really have to go steve wants everyone at the house at 12, so i'm just going to hit the bong one more time then crash out for 6/7 hours. i'll write more asap. later- ♥

YEA

2004-05-11T15:26:33Z

i am so stoned right now, the funny thing is.........i'm at work. :) -♥

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2004-05-10T22:54:47Z

i haven't really updated in a while. honestly it's just because there is so much going on right now that i don't know where to start, and honestly i don't know if i want anyone reading all of my business. but yeah i'll just write some things. well i dont really talk to any of my "older" friends, i know that i'm hard to get along with, but it's just because i'm so use to people leaving so i don't really like getting close to people. i know that i've been hanging with mary and frances a lot but i don't really like to talk to them, i mean i do talk to them, but i love them so much that i don't want to get so close to them and then they leave, just like other people in my life. i don't know well let's talk about something else.

if your a person that visits my journal regularly then you might of notice some pics that were posted but then taken down very rapidly. well the reason for that is just that i was played hella dirty but i learned my lession and it's all done and over with now, i can't take anything back. so yeah well my room is fucken messy. everyone have been kicking back at my house for like a week straight now. the other day is was me, mary, frances, steve, stinch, darlene, angel, carlos, kenneth, & intro. all 10 of us were in my fucken little room, i couldn't believe it. but yeah, we were kicking back because mike left and everyone was sad so we just all got together and talked about things, and i hella got fucked up. i got hella hooked up that night for 20 dollars. i still have some right now.

well mary just called me right now her class was cancelled so she coming over here right now i'll finish writting later about some other stuff but i'm not sure when that's going to be because i'm hardly ever home and when i am home someone is always over i swear. but yeah it's hella fun, well i'm going to go and get my stuff ready to take a shower cause it's almost 4 and i haven't even showered. i only got up like 2 hours ago. so yeah later- ♥

deniseamavisca @ 2004-05-08T21:29:00

2004-05-09T04:36:31Z

i am so high right now it's not even funny. i'm at a friends car shop and there is hella weed. mary is here with me she's passed out right now on the couch in the other room. i need to wake her up but i can't get up. oh wait she got up welli'm going to go now. i'll update when i get a chance.

deniseamavisca @ 2004-04-26T19:27:00

2004-04-27T02:37:12Z

omg i just wrote a big long entry but i deleted it on a accident. fuck i don't have time to write it over again, but i'm going to try well yeah let me just do a fast update:

friday: went to a party with frances mary steve carlos darlene kenneth. there was a chick fight, this one chick hella got her head smashed with a beer bottle. after the party i went with mary to kenneths house, because carlos wanted me to go. (but nothing happened between us, he's not really my type, but he's cool)

saturday: went out to a club dance with mary frances and ezzie, it was hella fun, i just didn't like it when guys would come up to me and try to feel on me and dace with me so next time i'm going to take wendz with me so he could be my bodyguard.

sunday: went out in the morning with jeanette, that was hella cool. go home then went out with frances steve darlene and wendz. we just went driving around. then wendz spent the night at my house. but i don't think that i'll write about that right now, cause i don't know what to say.here's a pic of wendz

420

2004-04-21T00:45:37Z

HAPPY 420!!!

......now go and get high, i know i am *wink wink* hahahaha

it's going to be a wonderful day

EDWARD

2004-04-17T08:55:33Z

i really like edward.....and that's not cool!

deniseamavisca @ 2004-04-16T18:58:00

2004-04-17T02:05:51Z

fuck you chantra, how the fuck are you going to get mad at me??? you said that you wanted to party with me, that's how it is when you go party hopping. what the fuck did you want me to do? did you expect me to stay with you the whole night and hold you motherfucken hand??? bitch it's not my fault, if you wanted to hang out just me and you then you should of just said something and i would of gladly went. but it's not my fault i can't fucken read your mind. i was having fun talking and hanging with everyone, no one, not one fucken person said that you had to stay in the motherfucken house. i thought you liked it in there talking to lisa or some shit like that. but fuck that don't get mad at me for you lack of people skills, you know as fucken well as i do that you could've been out there talking to everyone. you didn't have to smoke or anything, but just be out there chilling with me have some fun and get to know some people before you left, that would've been kewl. but no you always want it to be just me and you, don't you know that that shit get's boring. but anyways it's your fucken problem and if you want to sit there and blame me then go the fuck ahead and do that cause i don't give a fuck, not anymore. it's all about parting now, not friends. i don't need another denise.

this is what i wrote before chantra broke into my journal and deleted it, how childish. i just wanted this in here because i wrote it when i was mad and it belongs in here!!!

SLEPT WITH EDWARD (WELL KINDA)

2004-04-16T23:33:16Z

wow, yesterday was hella fun (as always) me and frances went to bums (edward) house because frances wanted to see steve. i took punch out because edward wanted to play, he only lasted 48 seconds in the ring with tyson. (it was funny) he got all butt hurt. lol. then we went into edwards room and steve showed me how to make a water bong. he made one out of a sierra mist bottle. it hella hit good. anyways, me and frances ended up spending the night over there. it felt really good to spend the night with edward, well we didn't really sleep (but that's ok) it was me and bum in bum's room and frances and steve in bum dad's room. me and frances had to leave hella early this morning in order to have ezzies car back to her before she left to work. she came and got me up at like 630am. i didn't want to leave edward i just kept kissing him until frances yelled at us. then me and frances left and we went and got breakfast at mcdonalds. then we got to frances house ate then red showed up (red is mary's nickname) but i have no idea how long she stayed, cause i crashed out as soon as i finished eating. but i do know that she spent the night at frances house with kennith (i think that's how you spell his name) it was a good night. me and frances were talking on the way home to her house and she said that she thought it was funny that all three of us (me mary and frances) had all gotten laid. well i didn't get laid but i still had fun, hahahahaha. well anyways i'm home right now it's 4.28pm mike gave me a ride home at 2 or so. well i need to get ready i'm just sitting here my hair is almost dried. i think i'm going to frances house for a little bit then i'm coming home to eat pizza and watch movies with my family. hopefully it will be a good night. ♥

deniseamavisca @ 2004-04-15T01:37:00

2004-04-15T09:04:34Z

well i'm not going to stoop to your level and write about some of the shit that you told me just for me to know. i'm not that kind of person. i also want to tell you that no one likes you, andrew never liked you, he thought you were annoying i always had to beg him to let me take you over there. nobody likes you, my mom doesn't like you, my sisters, now frances doesn't like you, neither does mary, frances said if you ever come to fresno your gonna meet her fist. (gotta love my best friend) and that's just fucked up how you could write how you did this and you did that for me cause in reality you never did shit. yeah we talked sometimes but that was long ago. you don't know me, so dont act like you do. it was always me doing shit for you, i've always found a way when you use to call me in the middle of the night to pick you up that you gotten in a fight with this person or that person. but yeah it doesn't even matter anymore, you know what i'm just going to stop, your a childish little girl and i'm not going to argue with you.

oh yeah and you really shouldn't be talking about anorexic people, i'm way bigger than you, take a look in the mirror honey (i highly doubt you'll like what you see) as for me i'm fucken beautiful as fuck, and you know that so don't be jealous. and hell yeah i would chose weed over you any day, as of my life hells yeah, just as long as i'm high when i die, i'll die happy.

deniseamavisca @ 2004-04-15T00:50:00

2004-04-15T07:52:02Z

chantra you little lesbian bitch...don't fucken hate on the truth. your fucken soooooooooooooooooo lucky your in texas. but i know i'll catch up to you again, and don't worry you'll get yours. you fucked with the wrong bitch!!

FIGHT....AND HAIR DYE

2004-04-15T03:47:43Z

there's about to be a fight in my apartment complex....AGAIN!!! well i don't know if it's going to happen for sure but i hope it does, i'm gonna go and put on my shoes now just in case. i haven't gotten in a fight for like 3 months now and i really need to hit somebody. shit i don't care if it's not my fight fuck i'll make it mine, i have a big mouth i know i can turn it just a little. anyways i'll write again later tonight.

oh yea i dyed my hair i'll post a picture later, it's a auburn.
♥

deniseamavisca @ 2004-04-07T20:41:00

2004-04-08T03:42:53Z

got my passport in the mail today....hahaha one more step closer to france. man it's totally smack yourself (hahahaha....got to love bum)

WEED

2004-04-08T03:38:27Z

CAN'T GET HAPPY.....NEED WEED!!!

ME AND BUM

2004-04-07T08:00:44Z

aren't we cute or what!!!

MARY+ME+BUM+FRANCES+STEVE=FUN FUN FUN!!!

2004-04-05T15:41:15Z

omg, theres just so much to say, i'm just going to type until i get tired. well i've been having so much fun, but it has been tiring. it's so fun in fact that if it came down to sleeping or hanging out i would choose to hang out, that's pretty much what i've been doing. but so what it's spring break i'm suppose to hang out and be with my friends. anyways frances and mary go here for_bum yes i created it hahahahaha!!! well i've been with th e s e people everyday it has been awesome (totally smack yourself!!!)
ok let me start with the first day (you know i don't even know what day this was to be honest, well it was me frances_aranda and redmary_33 we were at frances house just kicking back and being on the computer, i was showing them some lj stuff. anyways like around 10 or so, we went outside and we sat under the stars and just talked, i hella toked up though. then around 11:30 or midnight, we decided to go to dennys cause i was hungry, on the way over there we stoped at chris's old house and i hella smoked a bowl on his old front lawn. it's was fun.
then i went over to spend the night at frances house on thursday that was really fun. it was steve frances me and bum, mary was there to but she left at like 3 in the morning. i took the texas chinsaw massicure movie so we could watch it. we ended up all getting high together then going to watch the movie. but before that we went to dennys omg i've never had more fun at dennys then i did that night. bum and steve are really cool. bum just hella makes me laugh so much. he's just crazy, oh yeah and before we went into dennys we got high in the parking lot, so that we would be able to eat a lot. but we are fucken retards and we ended up smoking in front of a window at the comfort inn or suite i don't know what the fuck it was called. but yeah we didn't even realize it until we were done, there were people inside too. but oh well. i ended staying up all night with bum and steve, watching tv, i called in to work on friday i just told them that i had a dentist appointment. sharon (my boss)said that it was ok and gave me the day off.
the next day we all went around looking for a game for my nintendo, bum really wanted punchout so we had to go and get it for him because he was whineing like a baby. lol. ;) we didn't get punch out that night but yeah bum still has my nintendo, he won't give it back to me ♥ but that's ok i never really play it anyways.
yesterday me frances and mary went to the salon, they both got a pedicure and i got a manicure. then we went shopping, i bought new pants and two new bras. mary bought shirts i think and frances got make-up. then we went to go eat a johns incrediable pizzeria. that was really fun, today we are going to go again. it's going to be frances and steve, mary and josh (guy she's talking to), and me and bum. it's going to be hella fun, i know it's going to be, i'm going to see if they want to get high before we go in. i really love hanging out with steve and bum, especially bum he's so funny and loud and crazy anyways oh yeah they have a pet rock i have a picture of it but i'll have to upload it later. and oh yeah steve made a pipe out of a potato and me bum steve and frances got high with a potato i should of taken a picture of it but i forgot i'm going to go now i'll write again later.

deniseamavisca @ 2004-04-02T18:44:00

2004-04-03T02:54:09Z

omg, i've been having the time of my life, for the past two days i've been with frances_aranda, i'm home right now, but i'm getting ready to leave again, frances is going to come and pick me up again. i spent the night at her house last night and the night before i was over at her house until like 1 in the morning. i'm glad that i found my true friends [frances_arandaredmary_33] i love both of them, they truely are my best friends, i find it amazing on how they both have a boyfriend, they got to school and they have jobs, but they make so much time for me, i've never had that before. I L♥VE YOU GUYS!!! YOU GUYS ARE MY BEST MY FRIENDS!!! i have to go frances it here. update later

I MISS CHRIS

2004-03-31T05:16:23Z

These arms of mine are open wide from now until the end of time

You are my world what can i do, this heart of mine belongs to you ♥

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2004-03-30T18:33:58Z

well here i am at work once again. sharon (my boss) just told me that she needs me to work over spring break, it really sucks. i thought that i was going to be able to sleep in over the break, but anyways i have to work if i want to be able to go to france with the band. i have to work mon-thursday. monday i have to work from 8-12 tuesday is the same hours, but on wednesday, i have to work from 8-2 on thursday i have 1-5. i don't have to work on friday, which is great, but it would be better if i was to have everyday off, but i just need to suck it up and do it, shit i'm gonna come to work in my pajamas, fuck it. ♥ well i have class soon at 11am, it's 10:25 right now. i don't want to go but i have to because i've never missed this class, even when i was sick i never missed this class, when i was sick i was giving a speech in this class. but yeah, i don't know maybe i should miss it just once this semester, no i'm not going to i'm going to go i'm already here anyways well i don't know what else to write but i don't want to work so i'm just going to say and bs some more. i don't know i haven't been feeling like myself lately. i think i might be getting a little depressed, i don't want to get depressed. i don't want to work here anymore as soon as this semester is done i'm out of here, i'm not going to work here anymore, i just kinda hate it. well most of the time i hate it, sometimes i like it. but i don't know i'm going to try my hardest to find another job soon. anyways it's 11:30 now time is going by so slowly. slllloooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwlllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i don't know what else to write oh wait i thought of something, for easter me and my family are going to go to santa cruz, i'm going to take frances_aranda with me it's going to be fun, hopefully we'll see a lot of cute guys, but frances has a boyfriend so that really won't matter. andrew came over to my house yesterday, we both went over to frances house until she had to go to school at 5. after 5 me and andrew went back to my house, i hella got stoned, but that's ok i can do that. it was fun. well i'm going to go now because i'm going to do my make-up for my next class i'll write again soon.

FRANCES GOTS A JOURNAL

2004-03-29T22:41:42Z

my best friend frances_aranda just got a lj, go and say hi and add her to your friends list, because she's cool, and i love her ♥.

NEW THINGS

2004-03-27T20:30:54Z

i got a new bam shirt....it's awesome, came in the mail yesterday, i don't want to take it off. click here to check it out

my dogs shoes came as well, well it's not my dog it's my sister's renees' dog but i always buy baby (the dog) new things. click here to see baby

deniseamavisca @ 2004-03-25T23:41:00

2004-03-26T07:41:29Z

♥Denise and ♥Chris

Will conceive three gruesome children.
Love to write to each other when permitted.
Would volunteer to be the two responsible for re-populating the planet.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy